Happy New Year...

In thirteen hour from now its new year....

Looking back 2009 was a great experience many blessing come, but some tough and low moments came with it...My hubby & I decided to have our church wedding last June of this year. at was happy wedding. almost all of the people close to my heart were there to join US as we bind ourselve into one. it was celebrated by a very close cousin of mine Rev. Fr. Wilfred Calinawan who just came home from a far province where he is assigned to be with us...Thank you Fr. Wing!

September 30, 2009 @ 3:30PM Philippines time i receive the call that change a whole lot in me. My mom passed away..End stage Renal Failure secondary to Cardiac Arrest...Mixed emotions rush in. happy in a way that mom has finally rested (she's been praying for that), that there will no pain after a couple of ICU rush. She just sleep in one of those unexpected evening at home and fails to wake up in the next day...To you mom thanks for being an inspiration, for being the my best friend. I love you and goodbye!

After around 50 days after my 91 year old grandfather also died. Oh how i miss him. We both have good memories together in my younger days being the pet and lolo's little girl.

Other than those my 2009 , was so blessed...I am looking forward in a fruitful 2010 ahead

searchin..

lately i have been searching my soul... (nawala? lol) after two deaths in the last quarter of the year. i got lost of my track. or shall i say a lot of thoughts dashing in my mind.

i still mourn until this very day...when i look back the good old memories i spent with mama and lolo, tears and smile will always be there.

i have a lot of things that i want to do now...just am thinking of going home to Philippines, but i can't my hubby is here..i wanna try on a lot of things really...

i guess before new year comes i need to to know what i want and i need to do for the coming 2010

Merry Christmas...

After a long wait.. the finally Christmas finally came and now its almost over.

The nine day misa de gallo is well atteended in nine consecutive nights...Christmas is well spent with some good friends..eating, dancing, singing and tequilla.

Thank you Lord for filling in the missing part of my heart...I miss mama and lolo the first christmas that they are gone..

Why i create?

Hi everyone! I create this blog to express myself, to have an outlet, share random thoughts and passion.I will be sharing wonderful memories of the past, the current life and my hope of the future Hope we all have a good time..Carry On!